rant ep 15: exam toxicity

assalamualaikum and howdy,peeps..

this is me pouring all the feeling over the exam prep, which i don't know what i will turn out to be when i came out of the toxicity next 3 weeks..

ya.. i know this is so wrong since i should be studying instead of doing finger tutting on the keyboard....this is what i called a "coffee break" session..

sorry to say, but i am bored of this cycle...revision, eating, internet, sleeping,revison, revision.. the same thing repeated things that make me wanna say "ey, malaslah".. but that is not gonna happen, insyaAllah, as i had a promise to myself that i am not gonna make way for people to say, "arghh, kata daie, exam result hancuss"
ahaha..so not gonna happen girl.. unless Allah wanted it to be...

like i said, tring to break the cycle is want i really wanted to do, but hye, if and only if i can passed the professional exam without having to revise and read everything, ... which is as possible as me, liking the taste of fresh tomato..eww(read: very unlikely)

what i wanna do after this is a very good question.. but to get a perfect answer is not something i can guarantee ..i always feel like i am not a very good planner, eventhough the saying goes, fail to plan is planning to fail,.. this seems not to suite me well,.. i am someone who just follow the gut.. when i feel like doing something, i should do it on that particular moment..sighh..

there is an imaginary list of things i really hope i shall be able to commit on the not-even-1-month holidays... and the highlight would be trying to involve with DnT in my hometome... i wish to get to know those asatizah n syuyuz (not sure if the spelling is right).. hoping to get fresh ideas and inspiration for the sake of me, my adek2 and the upcoming juniors...

so long, this should be a short one actually, but hye, i can't stop the pouring idea, we might end up breaking up and this blog will have no more post onward since the ideas and me are no more..

guess that's all i wanna rant on...do read, and think, and take the good moral value (if there's any)
have a good day, for now..and don't forget to pray for me and my lovely 2nd batch mbbs classmates for our success in this professional exam..

peace,smile and say alhamdulillah