rant ep 13: life is interesting,ain't it?

assalamualaikum..and hye,y'all..

how's life??
mine is getting better day by day,alhamdulillah.. thank goodness Allah always there..
haha..pernah x terfikir??
kenapa kalau benda yang kita belajar, asal je masuk exam,mesti jadik tak best..
tak caya,..sudah..

contohnya, aku suka je belajar personal and profesional development (PPD), belajar etika jadik doktor, belajar medical law, belajar cara study, belajar psychiatry,..but when it come to exam especially essay,..hati aku terus kata..PPD is death boring!!(harap2 prof rohaya x baca..haha)

same goes with epidemiology, aku suka belajar sejarah how's a certain disease being investigated to find the causes..
at least that's the closest to forensic..

.haha..teringat kenangan lama,kan anakabahman...
 how i wanna be a csi, so bad..
sebab terpengaruh dengan csi series yang berlambak kat tv..
aku memang suka science investigation pun..seems cool..
sejak dari sekolah rendah lagi aku dah tanam nak jadik polis, then tau ape tu forensic, teringin jadik macam nick stoves of csi las vegas..bergaya habis wa cakap sama lu~~
then, things happen..
one day, out of sudden yang memang sangat suddenly( teacher farah must be so frust of my english)..
terbit cita2 baru,..nak jadik doctor..entah kenapa...
memang Allah dah catit sejak azali kot..yang hamba Dia yang bernama anakabahman nie bakal dok kat tganu blajo cara merawat orang physically (hopefully, to heal Islam in muslim too)..

back to topic, aku ingat lagi,
 before getting into medical school, aku sangat suka baca medical journal or any artikel related to medicine..
siap boleh citer kat orang lagi..but then,
bila dah jadik medical student yang insyaAllah, in 3 years je lagi, bakal bergelar cik puan DR anakabahman??serammm... everything that i learn become dull, macam not interesting anymore

tulah manusia,..or specifically, anak bongsu anakabahman yang baru nak kenal the meaning of life..baru nak kenal asam garam(walaupun xde pun masuk dapur..kiki)..

belajarlah untuk Allah, sebab ilmu ni semua Allah yang punya.. life is interesting when you make and feel that it is interesting.... and don't ever forget akhirat yang abadi...

P/s: aku nak bahagia dunia akhirat...
and i dont feel like putting an picture..