sibuk kew??

kalau PUAN SITI FATIMAH tau nie, mau nye kena sebakul ....2 hari lagi nk eom pun main lagi...hehe..sorry,jap je ma eh...

now, back to our topic,...SIBUK KEW??
yep,this past 2 weeks is reallyyyy...busy...with classes from 8-5 everyday...with usrah on friday n koko on saturday...i can hardly have time for myself...actually ade je...cuma x sgt la..haha

flashing back down the memory lane,..the older anak abah man would have scream HELL!...starting to feel empty, and starting to get on everyone's nerve...yeah,the old anak abah man,...with typical anak bongsu's attitude...selfish and manja!!!

 i myself was surprised by the new me,...despite all those study, activities and etc....i still can hold on to  my grip and stay cool..(though sometimes i burst when people get on my nerve..T_T)...and i didnt feel really empty, dont feel like leaving medicine...get out of this place...

i dont know if it's because i'm already 20, so i'm being mature....or is it cause by hormonal changes...
but one thing for sure, when you are trying hard for HIS blessing, trying to get near HIM,
even though i'm not that khusyuk in solat,...feeling like i'm still a million years behind to actually been called a good muslimah by His definition.....

it makes you realise that HE is watching you and no matter how small your effort is, ALLAH SWT will always be by your side...now, and always...



p.s: am not trying to say i'm so rajin or what a good girl i am, just wanna  share those great feeling i have~~XD